Friday, December 23, 2005

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!

Been a while since I posted... Been pretty busy getting Christmas shopping done, sending cards, working, and dealing with more apartment bad luck.

Yep, more apartment bad luck. Grrr.... The ceiling in our bathroom had a small leak, which we notified our landlord about and they did nothing to fix... and so last Friday, the whole ceiling came down and there were gallons of water streaming into our bathroom. Really sucked. They stopped the leak that night but did nothing to clean/fix the bathroom and so Saturday we had buckets of water falling in the bathroom again. To make a long story short (too late!), they pushed off really fixing it until Monday ("normal business hours") and we were left with an unusable bathroom all weekend, without any sort of an offer of alternate housing. They handled everything SO poorly. And now they're dragging their feet on paying for the damaged stuff and blowing me off when I ask about compensation for my time, the inconvenience, and the unacceptable way they handled it. I have a feeling that this will be a fight that will drag on until June when our lease is up. We'll move then - apparently this building is falling apart and they're obviously not able to handle it. I didn't want to have to move so quickly. I wanted to stay here until we were ready to buy a house. We might actually look into doing that, though, so exciting things might be happening soon. Maybe...

Anyway, I didn't want to think about all of that again until after the holidays so...

Today, I'll be baking cookies, finishing up a few last minute shopping things, wrapping gifts, and watching Christmas movies all day. Ahhh... I love Christmas time! :)

Monday, December 12, 2005

Awesome weekend.

So can I just tell you that last week, I was SO sick? I was completely out of it, like, the whole week. My head pounded, I was feverish, exhausted, my ears hurt and my right ear was totally blocked and ringing. Constantly. I finally went to the doctor on Thursday and was told that I had a sinus infection and an ear infection and was given a steroid nasal spray and antibiotics and told that I had to follow up in two weeks. Huh. Seemed overboardish... until my blocked ear cleared on Saturday and it was still ringing and sounded like a broken speaker. I panicked and Alex had to talk me down... "No, you're not going to go deaf, you're going to be fine. Keep taking your medicine." By Saturday afternoon, I was feeling 200% better.

Just in time to throw a dinner party. ;) We had Alex's friend, Joe, and his girlfriend, Katie, over for dinner that night. The menu: Creamy cauliflower soup, followed by braised beef short ribs with sesame snow peas and homemade mashed potatoes. For dessert, I made hidden mint cookies. I rock. ;) Dinner turned out really well - the ribs were SO good. We had a great time eating and then watching a movie while relaxing in the living room. SO nice to entertain in our apartment.

Sunday, we met Adam and Beth at their house and then went to Proctor's to see Chicago. The show was great, and afterwards we went to an Italian restaurant in Schenectady where we had the world's longest dinner. The service was terrible, but the food was decent and the company was great. Afterwards, we went back to Adam and Beth's house for drinks and to play with their enormous rotweiller, Guinness. :)

Anyway, so it was a great weekend!

Oh, and today totally rocked too because I finally felt like a human again at work since I'm not sick anymore and so had a great, productive day and then I came home and Alex surprised me with ring shopping at Northeastern Fine Jewelry. Good Times. ;)

Tuesday, December 06, 2005

WARNING: Stupid quiz results post with no actual content... ;)

Ok. So I 'found' blogthings.com. LOVE IT. Took about a bajillion quizes (sp?)...




You Are Internal - Believer - Powerful


You feel your life is controlled internally.

If you want something, you make it happen.

You don't wait around for things to go your way.

You value your independence and don't like others to have control.



You are a true believer in luck, fate, and karma.

You believe that life is a game of chance - not a game of skill.

You either consider yourself very unlucky or very lucky.

No matter what, you don't feel like you can change the hand you were dealt.



When it comes to who's in charge, it's you.

Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler.

You don't care much about what others think.

But they better care what you think!



That one seemed kind of really true to me... Very contradictory. I'm weird.




Your Summer Ride is a Beetle Convertible



Fun, funky, and a little bit euro.

You love your summers to be full of style and sun!



Duh! Really just cements the fact that I need to get a convertible Beetle... or just cut the top off of mine. ;)




Your Mood Ring is Light Purple



Clever

Witty

Sharp




You know it. ;)




You Passed 8th Grade Science



Congratulations, you got 6/8 correct!



Hmm... that's only 75%... A C?! Geez...




Your World View


You are a fairly broadminded romantic and reasonably content.

You value kindness and try to live by your ideals.

You have strong need for security, which may be either emotional or material.



You respect truth and are flexible.

You like people, and they can readily make friends with you.

You are not very adventurous, but this does not bother you.



"Not adventurous"... um... that does bother me... Am I boring?!




The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic



Quirky, offbeat, and even a little campy - your life appeals to a select few.

But if someone's obsessed with you, look out! Your fans are downright freaky.



Your best movie matches: Office Space, Showgirls, The Big Lebowski



Office Space... hehehehe... Showgirls?!




Your Power Color Is Magenta



At Your Highest:



You energize yourself and push others to suceed.



At Your Lowest:



You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed.



In Love:



You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet.



How You're Attractive:



Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you.



Your Eternal Question:



"What is my next source of inspiration?"



"Love Magnet". You know it. ;)




You Are Phish Food Ice Cream



You've been described as gooey and fudgey. Sorry.



I enjoy that this quiz apologized to me.




You Have a Choleric Temperament



You are a person of great enthusiasm - easily excited by many things.

Unsatisfied by the ordinary, you are reaching for an epic, extraordinary life.

You want the best. The best life. The best love. The best reputation.



You posses a sharp and keen intellect. Your mind is your primary weapon.

Strong willed, nothing can keep you down. Your energy can break down any wall.

You're an instantly passionate person - and this passion gives you an intoxicating power over others.



At your worst, you are a narcissist. Full of yourself and even proud of your faults.

Stubborn and opinionated, you know what you think is right. End of discussion.

A bit of a misanthrope, you often see others as weak, ignorant, and inferior.



That's right. You are all inferior to me. ;)




Your Birthdate: July 17



You tend to find yourself lucky - both in business and in life.

And while being wealthy is nice, you enjoy sharing your abundance with others.

You put your luck to good use: you are very ambitious and goal oriented.

Often times, you get over excited and take on more than you can manage.



Your strength: Your ability to make your own luck



Your weakness: Thinking you can do it all



Your power color: Bronze



Your power symbol: Half Moon



Your power month: August



Power month is August? But that's such a crappy month.




You Are 30% Weird



Not enough to scare other people...

But sometimes you scare yourself.



I think Alex would say I'm more like 70% weird. I'm a little disappointed, actually. I thought I was weirder than that.




Your Japanese Name Is...



Sakuko Yamamoto




This will be the name that I use to check into hotels with from now on. You know, to protect my privacy from my public.

Tuesday, November 29, 2005

I want that...

So, Alex had to work just about all weekend and he felt bad for leaving me alone all weekend. He decided that he'd take me out last night to make up for it. I told him that he didn't have to, but he insisted. ;) We decided to try Carrabbas for dinner. It was ok... Not that great - just average. All of the dishes on the menu seemed the same. Noodles, white wine lemon sauce, shrimp. The only difference was if there were mushrooms in the dish or peas. After dinner, we went to the Sports Authority where Alex looked around f-o-r-e-v-e-r. I got bored... and pouty.

Alex wanted to cheer me up and asked what he could do for me. I told him that I wanted a cookie. He brought me to the mall where we went to the Pottery Barn (which is one of my favorite stores - my decorating in the apartment is "Pottery Barn Inspired" - because I can't afford much of anything from the store!). Alex bought me three sparkly ornaments (because he knows I'm absolutely enchanted by anything sparkly). After that, we looked at more sparkly things... We went ring shopping! :)

We started at Hannoush Jewelers but I didn't really find anything there that knocked my socks off. But then we went to Littman Jewelers and I found a ring definitely did.



Ahh... So pretty... The saleslady noticed we were lingering over one of the cases so she came rushing over and offered to let me try some rings on and before I knew it I had that ring on my finger. It was so pretty. I mean, that picture really doesn't do it justice. It looked awesome on my hand. Alex announced that it was "grotesque". The saleslady almost fell off her chair. He proclaimed that it had "crap all over it" and said that he preferred simple rings. I explained that I love rings that don't show a lot of band - I like rings that have a lot of sparkle. Like I said, I'm entranced by all things sparkly. The saleslady gave us a catalog of their rings and we continued to meander around the mall.

We went to Uno's where Alex got me my cookie - we split a deep dish chocolate chip cookie sundae. It was SO good. While we ate our dessert, we perused the ring catalog. I showed him what kind of rings I like and what kind I thought were ugly. He kept saying that I liked ugly rings and he was glad that I wasn't the one buying the ring. I said I'd be the one wearing it, so he better get me one that I like. I mean, I'll love whatever ring he gives me... but if he gives me one like that one, I'll pee my pants! ;) By the end of the night, Alex asked what style that ring I liked was. :)

Yay! I love my boy - he's so good to me! :)

Wednesday, November 23, 2005

Happy Thanksgiving!!

I LOVE Thanksgiving - all the fun and food of a holiday without the stress (for the most part). Good times!! Alex and I will be having dinner with his family early in the day and then having dinner with my family later in the day. Coming from divorced parents, I'm used to having twice the turkey every Thanksgiving - and I don't think that Alex minds. ;)

I hope everyone has a safe and happy holiday!!!

Enjoy this extremely odd picture in honor of the holiday:

Happy Thanksgiving Everyone!! :)

Sunday, November 20, 2005

A nice, quiet weekend...

It was such a nice, quiet, relaxing weekend...

Friday night, Alex and I went to see the new Harry Potter movie. Yep, we're crazy. But we were bored and really wanted to see it, so we braved the opening night crowds. The lines were SO long, but we ended up with good seats. I really enjoyed the movie - it was a lot of fun and the special effects were great. Alex didn't enjoy it as much because it differed from the book kind of a lot. That didn't bother me because I have absolutely no memory for details when it comes to books that I've read. I finish the book and forget almost everything about it within a few days. I actually enjoy that about myself because it makes rereading a book a lot of fun - it's like a whole new world every time.

Saturday morning, I had to take my car into the shop. I take my car to Hackel's VW on Central Ave - I like them... they seem very honest. Anyway, my car's check engine light came on and it needed an oil change. This was the negative part of the weekend... The check engine light wasn't a big deal - just a vacuum hose that came loose and needed to be reattatched (or something like that) which they did for free. BUT... when they went to do the oil change, they found that the bolt had become stripped. Apparently, it's something that happens with the model of oil pan in VWs. Wonderful. They told me that there's an updated model of oil pan that they could get from the dealer and install... but it's gonna cost me about $300. D'oh! The same thing happened with Beck's Jetta last year. It's just SO annoying that it's a defect in the design of the oil pan and I have to pay to get it replaced. I guess that's what I have a savings account, though, sadly, this is gonna wipe it out. Eeek!

We spent Saturday afternoon napping and being lazy until around 4, when we suddenly got the urge to clean. Alex did the dishes and took care of the trash, while I scrubbed the bathroom and tidied up the bedroom. We went to Revolution Hall that night to see Enter the Haggis. It was an awesome show, but pretty short.

Today was pretty relaxing. I went to visit Meredith and Eric to see their baby, Braeden. He was such a little peanut! He was born November 8th, so he's not even two weeks old yet. He's such a good little baby... he barely made a peep while I was there. Such a cutie!! Congrats, Mer and Eric!!! :) Alex and I met his parents for coffee and grabbed dinner, and then stopped at CVS on the way home to pick up cold meds for Alex. He's zonked out on the couch already... He needs to rest. Hopefully he gets over his cold soon. He's on call Monday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday, and Sunday this week and so has the potential to get very little sleep until next Monday. :( I've been sitting here at the computer since we got home, working on an outline for a training session that I've got scheduled first thing tomorrow morning. It should be a quiet week at work... only a three day week and then there's a four day weekend - yay!! :)

I've also been working on my wish list... I mean, Christmas is coming and all. ;)

Ending this boring post now. If you read it the whole way through, you get a gold star. ;)

Thursday, November 17, 2005

On Why You BOTH Should Have Cellphones in MegaBookStores...

We went to Barnes & Nobles to hang out for a bit after dinner and, first of all, can I just say that if you both don't have cellphones with you when you enter the store and you plan to split up in there, you better make a plan for finding each other. I swear, I seriously spent 45 minutes hunting around that store trying to find The Boy. I actually went outside to the car to look for him, I was so desperate. I even went to the payphone in the back to call his cell, only to find out that a local call costs 50 cents nowadays (holy moly!) and I could only find a single quarter in my wallet...

I was SO desperate, that I considered just wondering around shouting his name, or causing a ruckus - knocking down tables of books or something so that everyone in the store, including Alex, would come running.

I even went and started looking at the Wedding magazines, figuring that it would be my luck that I'd get "caught" by him while I was looking at Wedding dresses... but I abandoned that after a few minutes because I felt like some other patron would walk by and notice that I was looking at Wedding magazines without yet having an engagement ring and they'd expose me... They'd point and yell, "This girl's a desperate poser!!!" So I abandoned that idea.

Just as I was about to just give up and curl up in a ball on the floor, I walked past an aisle and saw out of the corner of my eye that Alex was sitting at a table, reading. ARGH! I'd apparently missed that aisle completely during my laps around the store searching for him. D'oh! I told him of my desperate search for him and he said that he'd been sitting there looking at pictures of Navy boats the whole time (boys are SO boring).

When we got in the car, I suggested that we formulate a plan for the next time we go to Barnes & Nobles and one of us doesn't bring a cellphone. I thought that we could pick a spot to go to when we're ready to leave, and alert the other of our intentions to go by making a loud, "Caw! Caw!" sound, like a crow. After the audio signal is given, we'll meet at the front doors. I don't think he liked my idea much. He rolled his eyes and suggested that I just bring my phone along next time. ;)

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

It's Pink! It's for Girls!

I think I'm sticking with the template as it is right now. I hope that it's coming off more "simple" than "boring".

Friday, November 11, 2005

Workin' on it...

Yeah, I'm working on this template... it's a start, but it's more "boring" than "simple". Also, when viewed with Internet Explorer (I'm a Firefox girl), it looks slightly more crappy. But, for now, I'm tired and too lazy to fix it...

Sunday, November 06, 2005

I'm apparently a wussie now.

So Alex had to go on a case tonight and I spent the night doing wash and watching a movie. It started to thunderstorm, badly. The wind was blowing, the lightening was flashing so constantly and brightly that it almost looked like day outside. I lit a few candles because I suspected that the power might go out and I'm not too fond of the dark these days. Then I started to get panicky. I started to think of all the other people in my building and how they probably lit candles too... and what if they weren't all responsible and didn't leave them unattended? What if they fell asleep and a fire started? I was really in super freak-out mode. I tried to call Beck and Dodi on their cell phones, but neither of them answered... I figured that they'd just tell me what the calm voice in my head kept saying... That it was going to be OK and that the power probably wouldn't go off at all and that if it did it was because of the storm outside and not a fire and that people light candles all the time, I'm sure, in this building and there hasn't been a fire yet. The calm voice in my head was being rational, but it wasn't winning. Thankfully, the storm stopped after a while and I could calm down. It's upsetting, though, that a thunderstorm makes me panic. :(

Tuesday, November 01, 2005

"Daddy Fell Off the Roof"

So last Wednesday, my Pa fell off the roof.

Wham called me while I was at work. She needs to learn how to deliver news. Instead of prefacing her statement with, "Dad's fine, but..." she just says, "Daddy fell off the roof." Then she paused. So I freaked and started to cry. THEN she says, "He's fine! I drove him to the hospital... We're waiting to be seen... Can you go home and feed the boys and make sure Alex does his homework?"

So my Dad was working on the roof, putting black paper on the outside of the new dormer window for his room so that he could put up the stone, when he slipped off the roof. Greg was handing out tools through the window to him and said that one second Dad was there, and the next he was gone. Greg said that when he realized Dad wasn't there anymore, he flew downstairs and thought he got there before Dad did. Greg claims that the fall wasn't that far... It was a story and a half. I guess Dad landed on his back - he must have just missed the bush and random stone pavers out front.

Mom took him to St Mary's Hospital in Troy, and he was admitted to the sixth floor. He had broken a vertebrae in his back and his ankle. I visited him on Thursday night... He looked so odd in that hospital bed. It was very wrong that my dad was laying there. He was discharged Friday morning, in time to go to David's Eagle Scout Ceremony that night.

My poor dad... He's hobbling around and in A LOT of pain... It's hard to walk on crutches in general, but then throw in the fact that you've got a broken back... :(

Thursday, October 27, 2005

Beck & Kevin's Wedding - The Recap, Part II

Saturday: The morning came too soon... and it didn't look so nice outside. It was cold, dark, and rainy. Not exactly ideal Wedding weather... Nor was it ideal golf weather, but the guys went anyway. The girls all met for breakfast at the Halfmoon Diner. Mmmm... Diner-food breakfast... mmmm...

After breakfast, we went to a salon in the mall to get our hair done. No one was really sure what they wanted their hair to be - except for Beck and Dodi - so we poured over "idea books" with some of the most heinous, peacock looking hairstyles EVER in them. I mean, seriously, who WANTS their hair to look like they stuck their finger in a socket? Geez... Despite the last minute decisions on hair, everyone came out beautifully:

My hair:


Dodi's Hair:


Beck's Hair:


After our hair was beautious, we headed back to Beck's parents house where her mom had a huge spread of non-staining, non-gas-producing, and non-bad-breath-producing munchies. We did our makeup and got dressed and took pictures...



And then we got in the limo and were off to the church!



The wedding ceremony was beautiful...



...we took LOTS of pictures afterwards...





...and then we were back in the limo, off to the reception.



At the Vista, where the reception was, we hung out and took pictures while the guests enjoyed the cocktail hour...





And then we were announced and Beck and Kevin danced their first dance to Frank Sinatra's "The Way You Look Tonight"...



...the rest of the bridal party joined in halfway through...



...The Best Man did his toast...



...and then Dodi and I did ours...


My part was a Celtic Marriage Blessing:

May Joy and Peace surround you both,
Contentment latch your door.
May Happiness be with you now,
And God Bless You evermore.

We ate dinner - which was very good - and then it was time for the bouquet toss and the garter toss...





They cut the cake...



And then it was time to dance!





Bergeron's roommate had a bit too much to drink...



...and the party was paused for a little bit while the fire department worked on him. They took that time to have family pictures taken with the Bride and Groom in another room and when the patient was removed from the ballroom, we got right back to dancing.

It was really a great wedding - Beck did SUCH a great job.

Now they're Honeymooning in Hawaii - far away from the cold temps we've got here back home!

Congrats, Beck and Kevin!!

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

Beck & Kevin's Wedding - The Recap

So, as I mentioned before, Beck and Kevin's Wedding went beautifully. :)

Friday: I took the day off of work because I needed to get some wash done and I really needed a day off of work - I hadn't taken a full day off since I started work after the fire. So I thought that the day before Beck's wedding would be a nice day to take off, in case she needed any help with last minute stuff. I got lots of wash done and ended up running some errands with Beck. We got our nails done at one of those Chinese nail places. We both had these women who did our nails who spoke so softly. My woman got so frustrated with me asking her, "what?" that she resorted to just pointing directions at me. I think she thought I was retarded. Anyway. So after errands it was time to get dressed and go to the rehearsal.

I looked fat:


I'd never been inside of Beck's church before and I was shocked by how tiny it was on the inside! It looks so big from the outside... and there are beautiful stained glass windows which, for some reason, made me believe that the church must be vast on the inside. It was not. I couldn't believe that there were going to be close to 200 people in that church the next day! It's an adorable church, though. And it's actually nice that it's so small - it really looked like a packed house for their wedding!

After the rehearsal, we went to the rehearsal dinner at The Parkwood Restaurant in Clifton Park. I'd ordered the baked haddock when I was asked a couple of weeks ago what I wanted for dinner. But when I got there that night, I just wasn't feeling fish. So I changed my order... and the waitress - who was a grumpy, older woman - totally caught me. She was like, "Is that what you really ordered?" Whatever. I had the chicken. That's right - I lied. Whatever! Whatever! I do what I want! Beck and Kevin gave out their attendant gifts. Beck gave each of us girls the most beautiful jewlery! We each got a large silver locket, a silver bracelet, and a pair of silver earrings - but they were all different. My locket was kind of diamond shaped with a dark blue stone in the center and sparklies around it, my earrings were sort of purse shaped danglies with sparklies and my bracelet had sparkly clear rinestones. Very pretty and very me! I need to take a pic so that I can post it here... Kevin gave his groomsmen each a framed share of Playboy stock with a different message engraved at the bottome of each one. Alex's said, "Brothers got to hug." So cute! Here's a pic of the guys with their stock:



After the rehearsal dinner, a bunch of us went to Friday's for some drinks. We all sat in one of those large, long booths in the bar area and were entertained by some guy wearing a Fuccillo fleece vest who wanted us to say "HUGE". We talked and drank and played MASH (Mansion Apartment Shack House) on napkins. (By the way - you totally have to follow that link and play MASH online - rock!). The night ended later than expected... I know that I got home around 1:30 and fell asleep almost immediately upon my head hitting the pillow...

Morelater.

Photos Up...

I started to rework my photo albums last night. I'm planning on moving them all to one spot: aliwolly.com/photo.html.

I saw that Bergeron had been using Picasa pretty successfully to post his pictures and while I'd used Picasa in the past and hadn't been thrilled with it, I decided to give it another go. It has definitely improved... I didn't like, in the past, how it sorted pictures - by the date, really only, instead of by the folder that they were in. But it's fixed now, and that rocks. It generates the photo web pages SO quickly and easily too.

I fixed up the pics from Beck and Kevin's wedding and used Picasa to generate a web page, which I've posted here. Still haven't gotten around to doing a recap...

Morelater.

Monday, October 24, 2005

Weekend Update... Coming Soon!

So the wedding really went fabulously! Beck looked AMAZING and everything went well. The whole weekend was tons o'fun. I want to post ALL about it, but that will have to wait for tonight. :) If you'd like to see pics in the meantime, you can see pics from my camera and my parents camera here. Be warned, though, that they're not cleaned up at all. I still need to lighten, crop, fix red eye, and label. Bergeron has pics from the wedding up here and here.

Back to work, but for now, I leave you with an adorable picture of a pissed off kitty. Saturday morning, Beck wanted to run down to Claire's to get some crystals for her hair and while she was there, she got a little elf costume for her cat, Calvin, and she bought a little pumpkin costume for "her niece", Ginny:

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Congrats Amy & Leigh!

So, this past weekend, Amy and Leigh tied the knot at Mount Holyoke College in Amherst, MA. The weekend was SO much fun, beginning with the large and lively rehearsal dinner on Friday night. Amy surprised everyone by singing to Leigh - something she said was an Italian tradition. She sang "All I Ask of You" from The Phantom of the Opera, and she did a great job. I totally cried. :)

The ceremony on Saturday was beautiful. The chapel was gorgeous and the weather actually cleared up. Amy looked amazing - her dress was a gorgeous ivory colored A-line with beading and embroidery along the bustline and at the bottom of the gown. Leigh picked out very classy black Ralph Lauren tuxes with a subtle grey pinstripe and black ties & vests for his boys. He wore a white tie & vest. The bridesmaids were in red tea length dresses with spaghetti straps and a sash around the waist. Amy had a small group of friends sing while she & Leigh lit the unity candle and those girls did a great job! It was very moving.

The reception was at the Lord Jeffery Inn in Amherst. It was a great time. The placecards were attached to small pumpkins - so cute! Dinner was very good, consisting of pumpkin soup and salmon or beef. Alex - who looked amazing in his tux - did a great job on his Best Man toast, even though he was nervous. They had a band called Retro which played 70s music and they were AWESOME. Dancing was so much fun!

It was such a great weekend. I've got pictures posted here. Beck and Kevin's wedding is this weekend and now I'm SO excited! Yay!

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Monday, October 10, 2005

WEEKLY WEIGH-IN

Ok. I "weighed in" this AM on my scale. 179.8. Not a great number, but it is a 2.8lb decrease from last week! I hope I can keep up that pace... by the wedding (just less than two weeks from now), I could be down to around 174 or so. That'd be nice. :)

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Sigh...

I keep slipping into meloncholy moods this weekend. I don't know why, it's sort of annoying.

Just now, I suddenly felt down. Actually, I know why I feel down right now - I'm sleepy and sore from the gym and chilly and was looking forward to snuggling in bed with Alex, but he just called called into work for a case. So that won't happen. :( But he's happy about the overtime, so that's good.

This weekend was a very quiet weekend. We did go out on Friday, but it wasn't a "wild" night or anything. It was one of Alex's coworker's birthday, so we went to a comedy club and had dinner. There were three comics - the first was a local guy and he was functioning as a guest MC and he was pretty good. The second guy was a guy from Pittsburgh who wasn't that good at all. The last was a guy from Philly and he was hysterical. He mostly improv-ed, busting on audience members. He was really good. The club was in a place that has weddings called The State Room so it was a very beautiful setting - which was slightly odd. The dinner was good - typical wedding food. It was all surprisingly expensive, though.

Yesterday, Alex and I cleaned ALL day. I made Honey Roasted Root Vegetables for dinner - which turned out pretty well. We ended up having company after dinner - Amy and Leigh came over to talk wedding. They get married next weekend in Massachusetts and Alex is the best man. Leigh ended up having to go into work for a case, so Amy spent the night in our guest room so that she wouldn't have to go all the way back up to East Jeezuz where they live and then come back down to Albany in the morning to pick Leigh up. It was so exciting to have an overnight guest! Our second already in this apartment! :)

Today was another quiet day. We bummed around the apartment for most of the day, then went out shopping for a little bit and then to the gym. I made pizza for dinner (which Alex seemed to really enjoy) and then we watched Cinderella on DVD (which we just bought). And now I'm very sleepy... So enough of the boring weekend recap post...

AND YET ANOTHER BURST OF MOTIVATION...

Tried on my bridesmaid dress this week. Realized that I have back fat. Yep, lots of back fat pouring out the back of my dress. Hideous. Horrible. Heinous. Realized this on Thursday and made Alex go to the gym with me RIGHT AWAY. Have been (mostly) good since then. Made healthy suppers this weekend - did get a bit carried away once or twice with wheat thins and Helluvagood Five Onion Dip (SO FREAKING GOOD!). But did get to the gym today. Am thinking that I'll try and go to the gym every day - am DEFINITELY going every other day to get my weights workout in, but should probably go on my "off" days as well to make sure I do cardio.

"Weighing in" tomorrow. Hoping for the best... Not expecting much improvement, though, as the first three days of last week were v. bad foodwise.

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

My Poor Little Princess...



So we had to put Molly to sleep.

She just wasn't getting any better. We took her back to the vet and we both sort of knew that she wouldn't be coming home with us. The Dr Macky looked at her and was honest with us. Molly definitely had fluid in her lungs, she likely had pneumonia. Molly also had masses in her tummy. She hadn't been eating - she lost almost 2 pounds since the last time we had her at the vet (not quite two weeks ago) - so Dr Macky told us that they wouldn't be fecal matter. She believed that they were either tumors (obviously bad) or diseased lymph nodes (which would mean that the Feline Leukemia was taking hold). She told us that we could do xrays to determine if there were lung changes and that she could put Molly on antibiotics to try and take care of the pneummonia. She also said we could have bloodwork done to see what was going on in her tummy.

We told her that we have NO money. That we lost everything in a fire and that we have no more money to spend on taking care of a sick cat. She was frank with us. We could do all the things she suggested, but considering Molly's decline over the last week or so, she thought that there was a good chance that it was the disease that was causing Molly's problems. She wouldnt suggest putting Molly to sleep and Alex didn't know how to say it, so I just blurted it out. I asked if she thought that it was rash to consider putting her to sleep. Dr Macky looked relieved that I finally said it. She told me that she didn't think we were being rash. She was very supportive and understanding of our decision. She really made the whole process a lot less hard.

We didn't stay to watch her get put to sleep. I didn't want my last memory of my little princess to be of her dead on a table. We said goodbye to her in the exam room and left her there. I told Molly that she was a good, brave, baby. That she made it through the fire and that this was going to be a piece of cake. I told her that she wasn't going to feel bad anymore and that she was going to be with Dude soon. I petted her and scratched her behind the ears. She sat, small and fragile looking on the floor of the exam room and purred. She seemed to know that she wasn't going to be miserable anymore. My poor baby.

She was such a pretty little princess. She looked like she might have some Siamese in her - she was so very social. She used to greet me at the door when I'd come home from work (at the old apartment) and follow me around and chirp about her day. I called her my "chatty catty." My little Molly Maguire. She hadn't been like that for a while. She stopped chatting pretty much after she was spayed and lately, she'd been so sick that she kind of hid all the time. It was sort of like she was trying to make her passing easier on all of us by withdrawing from us.

So sad. Poor little princess. I miss my baby. :(

Monday, October 03, 2005

I'VE BEEN A BAD, BAD GIRL...

And I'm SO ANGRY at myself. 182.6! That's disgusting.

I was good about getting to the gym last week. So there's that. But I was heinous about what I ate. So very bad. :( I WILL correct that this week. Points WILL be counted. This shitty eating needs to stop.

Sunday, October 02, 2005

We're losing another one... :(



Molly is definitely on a downward slope. She started puking about a week and a half ago. We took her to the vet and were told that there's nothing obviously wrong with her and that we should keep an eye on her. The vet did a second blood test on her and confirmed that she does have FeLV.
She would sporadically puke, at first, but over the last few days, she really started puking more. Tonight I realized that the clear foamyness she was vomiting wasn't some sort of internal sickness induced bile. She was wheezing and having trouble coughing. I realized that she sounded like she has pneumonia.
I immediately googled pneumonia in cats and realized that Ginny could catch it from droplet exposure. She's definitely been exposed - I've had to chase her away from lapping up puke.
I've isolated Molly. Ginny seems fine so far... I'll be calling the vet in the morning. It just doesn't look good for her. The nature of her disease dictates that she will eventually succomb to an illness because her immune system is not one of a healthy cat. I don't want to see her get SO INCREDIBLY SICK like Dude did. I also know that Alex and I simply can't afford to care for a sick cat that will likely never get better. I feel horrible for saying that, but it's true.
My poor baby. I just want to do right by her. :(

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Wednesday, September 28, 2005

SO FAR, NO GOOD...

I did make it to the gym Monday and Today so far this week, but I've been totally sucking when it comes to food. I've been just gorging myself on anything I can get my hands on (or rather, my mouth around). Sigh... I need to stop with the "all or nothing attitude". I have one slip up and I let it ruin my whole day because I start rationalizing, "well, I already f-ed up when I ate that package of caramel cremes. I might as well have Burger King for dinner." Ugh. I keep blaming the fire for my weight gain ("I've been so depressed and out of control... I've been eating to make myself feel better."), but I really have to stop. I have to *own it* and stop making excuses.

Tomorrow is a new day...

Literacola? Do we make literacola here?

So, IrishFest came and went and it was a good time. A very good time, this year indeed. I got "perfect-happy-Guinness-drunk" which means that I was drunk enough to feel like a little kid, bouncing happily from band to band and dancing all the while, but not so drunk that I ever felt sick. Somehow, I timed the Guinness consumption just right. Maybe the maturity inherent in being 26 did it for me. Doubt it. I'm 26, but I'm not all that mature. ;)

Speaking of getting old, Alex's birthday was Sunday. He's 24 now. Aw... I got him a PSP and managed to surprise him. He really didn't expect it and he absolutely loves it. Rock! It was either that, or get him a PS2 to replace the one that we lost in the fire, but I figured that the PSP was the "hot new thing" and I went for that. The display on it is AMAZING. Now we totally geek out in the evenings and watch DVR-ed episodes of "Buffy the Vampire Slayer" (I'm totally hooked) while we either play on our portable gaming systems or our laptops.

Also this past weekend was our first wedding of the fall season. We have three more to go to now. (Sigh... expensive fall... we're so poor...) This wedding was Alex's friend, Jay (who recently became a Schenectady firefighter) and his now-wife, Jess's. It was outdoors at a place in Averill Park called Crystal Cove. I'd never been to an outdoor wedding before and the website for Crystal Cove wasn't very informative, so I wasn't sure what to expect. It was beautiful. The ceremony itself was in a wooded part above the lake just down from the pavilion. The pavilion had a large deck where the bar was and the covered part, where the tables and dance floor were located, had a high, arch-trimmed ceiling with chandeliers. Very cool. The wedding was quite a party - but nothing less was expected of Jay and Jess's wedding. I must say, this is the first wedding that I've ever been to (and, I'll venture to say, the last) where dinner music included death metal and Led Zepplin. ;) Anyway, it was good times and you have to look at the pictures because Jess's dress is absolutely gorgeous. I thought right away that it looked like an Anne Barge - it had a split neckline - and when I congratulated her in the receiving line, I said, "Your dress is amazing! It looks like an Anne Barge!" and she replied, "How did you know?!" It turns out that she had it made to resemble one. It was stunning. Anyway, go ahead and take a look at the pictures, they're here.

We've got a bit of a break from weddings for a few weeks. The next one is Foster and Amy's on the 15th, and then the weekend after that it's Beck and Kevin's!! I can't believe it's so soon! I'm SO excited for them!!!

What else... Oh, Meredith's Baby Shower is this weekend. I'm SO excited for her and Eric as well! The baby will be here so soon! I can't wait to meet him! :) That reminds me, though, that I really want to have them over soon - at least before they have to worry about babysitters, etc. :)

Sigh... I remember thinking that I had so many other things that I wanted to post about, but it's late and I can't remember anymore. Back to watching Alex play XBox and contemplating going to bed...

SO I'M REALLY TRYING TO GET "BACK ON THE WAGON"

So I'm really trying to get "back on the wagon" today. Or, I was planning on really trying... Turns out, I suck so far.

I think that the best way to get myself to "be good" is to make myself feel accountable for my actions regarding being healthy. Weight Watchers definitely did that for me. But, since I'm so extremely poor and can't even afford the $11 a week that it would cost me to start going back to meetings (at least until I lose enough that I'm within a range of my goal weight), I need to come up with another way...

I think that the best way to get myself to be good is to be completely honest on this blog... so, here goes: Weight as of Monday AM: 179.6

Ok, actually, I need to come up with a standard for myself... rules... 1. I'll weigh myself every monday and post it here. 2. I'll track my points using my treo. 3. I'll go to the gym Mon, Wed, & Fri and do the weight routine that the trainor at the gym gave me and 30 minutes of cardio. 4. I'll post here Mon, Wed, & Fri with a status of how well I'm staying on the wagon...

So... here goes...

Monday, September 12, 2005

Just order a Large, Farva.

Good times.

You know what I hate? I hate when I've spent an entire weekend doing pretty much nothing but playing The Sims (2) and then when Monday rolls around and someone asks, "How was your weekend?" I really get the urge to say, "Well, first my Sim met this guy, and then they moved in together and fell in love and got married and then she got pregnant and when I finished up playing last night she'd just had twins!"

That's just truly lame. But also a pretty accurate description of my weekend.

Last weekend was super busy and much cooler. Saturday was Beck's shower - something that I'd been planning for months. I hadn't written much (or really, anything) about it because I wanted to keep most of the details a surprise. It wasn't a surprise shower - I think those are totally bogus - but it's still nice to not divulge every detail, right? Right. I sort of took over most of the planning of the shower. Dodi said that she let me run with it because she figured that I needed something happy to concentrate on after the fire. She was right. It was nice to be able to focus my energy on something other than rebuilding for a bit. And the shower turned out fabulously. We had it at this Italian restaurant in Troy, Moscatiello's because cooking for almost 50 people would have been sucky and catering would have cost just about as much as a restaurant, so there ya go. Plus, this place was pretty much decorated... it just needed a few touches. The favors were little glass bud vases with a stem of alstroemeria (don't know if I spelled that right) stuck in them. The centerpieces were larger vases with a few stems. All the flowers on the tables looked amazing. I made little favor-thanks-for-coming cards for each of the vases with quotes about love on them. My favorite was, "Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly." The back of Beck's chair was decorated with tulle tied into a knot and finished with a flower to sort of look like a veil. Dessert was cupcakes which were arranged on a tiered cake stand (that I found at the Christmas Tree Shop for $9!) to mimic a wedding cake. It was good times. :)

That night, we had Beck's bachelorette party. We had a white stretch limo pick us up at Dodi's house and then we started the night off at Leon's Mexican Restaurant, which is near the track in Saratoga. The food there is "FOFA" (fucking-orgasmic-fucking-awesome) according to Foster - and he was right. I had the best mushroom quesadilla ever. Also, the margaritas were very good - and strong. Bob - our limo driver - met us at the door when we left the restaurant and took us downtown where we got our drink on and our dance on. It was very good times. We headed back to Dodi's house at the end of the night where we were struck by the need for tiny eggrolls. Since I had trouble getting/staying drunk that night, I drove the girls to Price Chopper for the food run. We got some very interesting pictures of Beck at PC. That girl - she knows meat.

Anyway, I've posted pictures from that Saturday here, for your viewing pleasure.

The next day, after breakfast at the Halfmoon Diner with the girls, I headed back to the apartment where I napped with Alex on the couch for a bit, and then we drove to Kingston for the "Hooley on the Hudson". It's this free mini-Irish fest. It rocked. The Glengarry Bhoys were there and so was Hair of the Dog. We enjoyed the music and did some shopping (Alex bought me trinity knot earrings and a HOTD T-Shirt). Oh, and we drank. And I got drunk. Very drunk. It was a good, Guinness-y drunk. Good times. Alex and I stopped at Beck and Kevin's house afterwards to sober up and have some pizza and then drove back to the apartment and crashed.

We spend Memorial day mostly at the Wham and Pa's doing laundry and hanging out. Wham cooked chicken on the grill (mmmmmmmmmm....) and corn on the cob and made some macaroni salad. The perfect summer meal. It was GORGEOUS out, so we ate out on the patio. Very good times. Alex is quite adorable: he mentioned the other day what a good time he had hanging out with the Wham and Pa. What a good boy. :) Oh, but there was something odd about that day: the Wham salted her watermelon. I guess she's been doing this forever and I never noticed. Wham: that's nasty. :)

Since that weekend it's been back to business. Work. Home. Tae Kwon Do. Bed. Oh, and Sims. This weekend, though... Well, this weekend is Irish Fest. It's like, our big holiday of the year, or something. It'll be good times. And then, after that, we roll right into our busy fall season of weddings, weddings, and more weddings. Wee... :)

It'll be Christmas before you know it...

Tuesday, August 30, 2005

I'm a superstar. (Geeky post ahead...)

So today at work somehow we got on the topic of google-ing your own name. Everyone pretty much shared stories of how when they Google their names they come up with hits referring to other people. Chris mentioned that he has the exact same name as some guy in some band. Sam said that her name was a character's name in some Lifetime Movie. I said that if you were to Google my name, you'd only come up with hits about my cousin, Heather's, college volleyball team (she's got the same last name as I do and there was a girl on her team with the same first name as mine...). Anyway, so Sam punched my name into Google and I was shocked to see that the first couple of links actually referred to me. Rock! :)

Anyway, speaking of Google, if you're cool, you'll download the Google Desktop Beta. It's only the most awesome thing ever! ;) Actually, it's pretty nifty. You can set it up to be docked as a sidebar and it will show your recent emails, some news headlines, recent clips from Blogs you frequent, links to your frequently visited web pages and frequently used files on your computers, a list of "what's hot on the internet", stock quotes, and the weather. It also has a handy-dandy little scratch pad built in that automatically saves your notes and it will show a tiny slideshow of the pictures on your computer (that you specify to be shown). It's fun stuff, good times. Here's a screenshot, for your viewing pleasure:



You can see from my webclips that I've been visiting the Attack of the Show website kind of a lot lately. I can't help it. I just love that geeky show. Even if their current guest host, Anthony Carboni, says that blogging is fungus. I mean, it is. I don't pretend to think that this site is interesting to anyone else. I just enjoy doing it, and that's reason enough for me.

Anyway, Anthony did mention a kind of cool flash-based photo sharing site, Shutterbook. I'm giving it a go. I uploaded the crappy pictures that I took of mostly a duck (random, I know...) over the 4th of July weekend (which Alex and I spent up at his parents' cabin on Indian Lake). I, very creatively, named the album "new album" and I haven't added any comments or anything, but check out the album. I enjoy the uploader (drag and drop, baby) and the fact that anyone can visit my pics without having to sign up for anything - oh, and also that it's FREE. It's got a slideshow and commenting capabilities and - of course - a blog. Oh, and the coolest thing ever: you can upload an mp3 to be associated with an album slideshow. Awesome. Now viewing slideshows of pictures is like watching a cheesey 80s movie montage. I love it! :) I'll likely end up using it to host my photos.

Fun stuff, good times.

Monday, August 22, 2005

That's right, it's a HOT PINK office...


I didn't quite convince Alex that Hot Pink was a good color for the office, but I did wear him down enough that he relented and said that he didn't care what color I painted it, but he'd have no part in it.

So I painted it hot pink. It's awesome. It's actually a Disney color, so the name of it is "Tink Pink" - which I sort of don't get, because Tinkerbell never wore pink... Ah well. Anyway, it's amazingly cool and I love it so very much.

You know, looking at that picture, I really wish that I'd finished cleaning up the room before I snapped the pic... Or, at least, taken the time to photoshop the crap off the desk. Ah well.

Hot Pink!

Shazam!

Friday, August 19, 2005

Truly mobile blogging...
So Alex's parents knew that I was missing the PDA that I lost in the fire, and so for my birthday/sorry-you-lost-everything-in-a-fire gift, they gave me money to get a new one. So I bought myself a Treo 600 off of ebay. I love it. It's a combination PDA & cell phone, so I can surf the web - and post - from anywhere I get service. Awesome.

I'm so glad to have a PDA again.

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Tuesday, August 16, 2005

Kick, Punch, Block!


Kick, punch, block
Chop, kick, block
Block, turn, and kick it
Block, duck, punch
Duck, duck, turn
Jump, kick, chop
Punch, punch, punch

So I took my first official Tae Kwon Do class last night. I got my uniform - which was HUGE because I'm tall - and was an official member of the class. A white belt. Wee... ;) My uniform was stiff and itchy, but I soon got it sweaty and didn't notice. :)

So the class seemed to go pretty well. We started off with some jumping jacks to warm up and moved on to some punches and blocks. I felt a wee bit stupid because I don't know basic technique and wasn't sure if I was doing it right or just flailing my arms. We did kicks moving across the floor... it was EXHAUSTING. I can kick high though, so that was cool. ;)

The last part of the class was sparring. This is where I felt like the biggest tool. We were paired up and it was explained to me that I needed to "throw my techniques" at them. Uh huh. I have no techniques. So I pretty much just dodged whatever wss thrown at me and tried to kick back.

Tae Kwon Do seems pretty kick intensive. That's all anyone was throwing at anyone else. No one was using their arms and punching. It looked like some odd, flailing, martial arts version of Irish dance.

Anyway, it was a good time. I'm sore, but it felt good to stretch and move. I'm definitely going to be going back. :)

Sunday, August 14, 2005

long time, no write

So can I even tell you how busy I've been. Geez.

Work has been BUSY. Off the wall. I'm on the phone, like, seriously, 6 hrs out of an 8 hr day. But I love it! I don't mind coming in early and staying late. I totally enjoy the job. I'm totally exhausted by the end of the day... but the busy season is coming to an end soon (or so I hear) and it should calm down to a normal, not so frenetic pace.

Anyway, so it's been so busy at work that I get home and look at my computer and say, "yeah, no."

So... what's new.

Well, we went to an Irish Fest in Herkimer a few weekends ago. It was awesome. We camped out and it only rained the last night (we camped Friday and Saturday nights). Of course, that kind of sucked a little because we didn't have a rain fly for the tent. D'oh. We did have 2 small tarps that sort of worked. Well, they worked well enough to keep us mostly dry and not running for the car. Enter the Haggis and the Glengarry Bhoys played Friday night - two awesome bands right in a row. We were so exhausted by the end of the night that we just passed out - even though there was a street light in the parking lot right above our tent and people playing annoying country music and amateur bagpipes. Saturday, HOTD was there and they really had a great set. Lots of fun. :) Saturday night ended with Seven Nations - they rocked. Anyway. Good times.

We went to a wedding last weekend - Alex and Beck's cousin, Jill's. It was at the Desmond and it was beautiful! Jill's dress was gorgeous - very Maggie Sottero (my current favorite designer).

This week, we got our mattress! Yay!! Adam and Beth delivered it for us (we bought it from Adam's dad) - they rock!! Oh, and I think last week - or the week before - my Pa and brother delivered our black pedestal table and chairs for the kitchen - awesome!!! :) And this weekend, we painted and hung pictures. The apartment is really coming together and beginning to feel like home. We should be getting our bedroom furniture very soon - and then we'll pretty much be all set. Here are some pics of our living room, kitchen, and bedroom with new coats of paint:



Our Living Room with "Toasted Wheat" paint and some of our prints hung up.


Our Kitchen with "Asparagus" paint and our beautiful new black pedestal table!


Our Bedroom with "Morning Breeze" paint. Those pictures will be hung up after the furniture arrives.


Anyway, good stuff. We're going to want to buy a bookshelf for the living room and some lamps for the bedroom. And we're going to paint the guest room this nice pale yellow color (Alex is theming that room sort of Zen-ish). And the office is going to have one wall bright hot pink. Well, actually probably not. I think it'd be FABULOUS, but Alex has a differing opinion. I keep telling him that he rarely goes in there anyways, so it shouldn't matter to him. Sigh. Maybe if I can't get him to agree to that, I can put up some huge photo-real wallpaper/mural thing of a hot pink gerbera daisy. Actually, I don't even know if something like that exists. It would be hella cool though. I'm sure he'd veto that too... grr. ;)

What else. Oh yeah, I've also been a busy little bee preparing for Beck's shower - which is coming up soon!! September 3rd! I've got a lot of stuff done - party planning is SO much fun!! The invites turned out fabulously, and today, I got the favors all set and I am SO happy with the way they turned out! I wish I could put a picture up, but that'd ruin the surprise of it all. Anyway, I just think that I did a real good job and when I feel like that, I want to tell everyone about it. It's a problem I have. ;) Ok, enough with the ego. Anyway, the point is, things are turning out great and I'm so excited!! :)

Oh yeah, and I'm back on doing Weight Watchers (finally bought a scale again) and I'm hoping to lose AT LEAST ten pounds before the wedding. It's a definitely do-able number. If I wasn't such a piggy all summer (can't really chalk it all up to after-the-fire-stress-eating), I'd be in much better shape (literally) and would have been able to achieve my ultimate goal by October. As it is, I went UP a dress size and now have to fight to get back down to the size I wasn't that thrilled with to begin with. Ah well. I really am starting Tae Kwon Do tomorrow. There's a beginner's class on Monday nights and I'm much happier about starting in a class full of mostly beginners than I was about starting in a class with all levels. Actually, I'm pretty excited about it. :)

And now it's time for bed. I started this post exactly two hours ago and at that time I thought I'd be in bed early. Oops... ;) Later!

Thursday, July 21, 2005

Cake and My Birthday and other Randomness

SO...

Sunday was my birthday! Yay!

I turned 26 years old. That makes me definitely in my late twenties. Boo!

All day Saturday, Pa was asking me really loudly what it was like to be thirty. Jerk. ;) I kept reminding him that I still have 4 years before I'm thirty. I mean, geez. When I'm thirty, that'll mean that he's old enough to have a thirty year old daughter and that would make him really old. Geezer. ;)

We saw Cake on my birthday. The band. At Northern Lights in Clifton Park. Sistah bought me a ticket for my birthday. She's a nice sistah. :) We had a great time, even though the band only played for less than an hour. Ah well. S'alright. It was a work night anyway and we old ladies can't stay out too late on work nights.

Speaking of staying out late on a work night, tonight is our company dinner cruise in Lake George! Yay! Should be a fun time. Alex and I will get a ride up with Meredith and Eric - so we can drink, yay! ;) It's open bar. Awesome.

Oh, and next Wednesday is the opening day of the track in Saratoga and we'll be going to a fundraiser dinner for Albany Medical Center. Alex's job got tickets. Apparently, it's $400 a plate. So we're going to hob-nob (sp?) with the rich folks. Fun! Maybe not. But it's going to be a nice dinner - for free! ;) Actually, it should be a good time. I'm excited.

What else... My Mom and RJ are coming for a visit this weekend. They'll be stopping by Saturday night on their way from Pottsville to Niagara Falls and then back to Michigan. Should be a nice visit. This will be the first time she's come to one of my apartments. I've got a bit of cleaning to do....

Yeah.

That's all for now, I guess. I wanted to write a much longer post, but then I realized that I've got SO many other things I should be doing right now: cleaning, paying bills, writing thank you notes. Busy, busy, busy!

Over and out.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

Wednesday, July 06, 2005

PERSONAL TRAINER?

So... I got fat again. Crap. I'd not been being a very good girl, and then my home burned and it got hard to make myself do anything. I haven't weighed myself in, like, a month now. Well, OK, exactly 31 days, because the last time I weighed myself was at home on the morning of the fire. And it wasn't a pretty number then. And I'm WAY sure it's not a pretty number now.

SO... I realized that I really need some help. So I called the gym and got the number for one of the personal trainers that works at the gym and I've got my first meeting tonight. It's a "complementary consultation". SO... we'll see... if it's not TOO expensive, I think I'll go for it. I mean, I REALLY need some help. Even if it's just, like, a month sessions. I just need some guidance at the gym, you know?

Anyway, on that note, I've got to get ready and get to the gym... I'm kind of nervous...

Monday, July 04, 2005

It's a... Kitten!



So Danielle and Nick were up North visiting family over the holiday weekend and at Nick's house there were kittens. So they brought us one. And it's adorable. We're not sure if it's a boy or a girl (it's kind of hard to determine the gender of a kitten). We think it's probably a girl. For now, it's just "the baby". If it's a girl, it'll be Fiona. If it's a boy, Seamus. We'll know tomorrow. I've got an appointment for Molly at the vet and I'm going to see if we can either bring the baby too or switch out and have the baby go tomorrow and Molly later in the week. We can't let Molly meet the baby yet because the baby hasn't been vaccinated. So it's important that we get the baby in ASAP because Molly is very curious about the little thing that cries in the other room.

By the way, Molly is such a beautiful princess. Isn't she just the cutest thing ever?

Thursday, June 30, 2005

I thought of a good title...

...but I forgot it. No short term memory.

OK. Just a quick update. I hate that I sounded like a bitchy, unappreciative person in that last post. I just go through these phases of being fine with everything and positive about rebuilding and hten suddenly I can't handle everything and I'm wickedly sad and depressed. Like, the other night at dinner I suddenly just wanted to cry. I really miss the old apartment. I can't just get it out of my head.

Sigh. I didn't think it would take this long to get over it. :(

On the plus side, we finally got our insurance check! Yay! We got the policy limits like I thought we should. I'm irritated at my adjuster for never bothering to return my calls. Whatever. I'm switching insurance companies, so I should never have to deal wiht her again. We've also received some nice surprises... The Wham's friend from PA, Brenda, is an absolute saint! She heard about our situation and spread the word to her friends and family and they - complete strangers most of them - all donated what they could and she sent us checks that totaled $422! It came before we got the insurance check and right when I was really starting to get worried about the state of our checking account. I'm just SO touched that complete strangers would do such an amazingly kind thing for us! We also received a call from the chief of the Albany Fire Department. Apparently the Union took up a collection and they want to present us with a check. AMAZING! They want to present it to us this Sunday, I guess. We're so grateful!

I can't begin to describe how much all of these acts of kindness ease my mind. Not only the monetary donations, but the support and actions of our friends and family. It sucks to have to go through something like this, but it really brings into light the amount of people out there who care about you. It's very inspiring.

The Wham keeps telling me that I should put up a wish list so that people will know what we still need - and also because my birthday is coming up: 17 days! SO, in response to her request, here's a link to my wish list.

Ok. That's all for now. My lunch is just about over and I've got to get back to work...

Monday, June 20, 2005

Aftermath.

I don't know what happened. I was flying high today. Was feeling productive at work. Was happy to have finally spent our first night in the new apartment. Was feeling like things were looking up and was feeling like a survivor.

Then I went to the dry cleaners and snapped. I was going to pick up the mint green blanket that my great-grandmother had knitted me. It was on the floor of our living room when the fire happened, but somehow it survived. It wasn't burnt, but it had been soaked by the firefighters and was filthy. Alex took it to a dry cleaner who specialized in saving items that had been to hell and back and today it was ready to be picked up.

I was very excited to be getting the blanket back. I thought that was just because I was freezing last night and was looking forward to not being so cold when I slept tonight. I got to the dry cleaner at about 10 of 6 and the lady behind the counter pulled the blanket, wrapped in plastic, out from a pile of other completed projects. "Twenty-five dollars," she said. I pulled my wallet out of my bag and counted... twenty, one, two, three... I searched the bag but couldn't find any more cash. I asked if they accepted credit cards. They didn't. I didn't even have my checkbook with me. I tolk the woman behind the counter that I was just going to run and get a few more dollars but she said that they closed at 6. I stared at the clock. There was no way I'd be able to get cash and get back within five minutes. I stared at my blanket. I wanted to swipe it from the counter and tear into the plastic bag and bury my nose in the blanket to see if the horrible smell of my burnt home was gone from it.

"I guess I'll be back tomorrow for it," I said, gazing at the blanket, tears welling up in my eyes. The lady behind the counter gave me an odd look. Why was I getting so emotional? it was just a blanket. I felt the need to explain myself somehow. "We've just been through a fire," I stammered, "That's the only blanket we have now... I... I guess I'll have to pick another one up tonight..." And then I couldn't hold it back anymore. I choked in some air and turned and fled the store as tears started to fall down my cheeks. I cried the whole way home and fell into Alex's arms when I got home. He comforted me, confused about what could have happened at the dry cleaners that would make me so upset.

I told him what happened but as I was telling him the story, I realized that it really wasn't just because I didn't have a warm blanket for tonight that made me so upset. Ever since the fire, I've been trying to be strong. I've only cried twice before today about it. Once, right when the whole thing was going down for about 5 minutes, and then once last week. I figured that there's nothing that I could do. My apartment burned down. I was going to have to accept it and move on. Besides, no one really wants to hear you say how you're really feeling. That you're desperately scared and feeling displaced and disconnected. That now, every time you smell smoke you get sick to your stomach. That it still hurts even though it's been a few weeks and you're trying to move on. That you know it's going to hurt for a long time and that there's really nothing that anyone can do about it.

Because, when it comes down to it, yes, it was just stuff. That's what everyone wants to point out to you. That's what you find yourself telling everyone. "Well, the important thing is that no one got hurt and that it was just stuff and it can be replaced." Well, yeah, that's important and sort of true. The stuff can be replaced. But, for now, I have to try and live without it and all that stuff was my life. It was my HOME. It was where I felt comfortable and empowered and safe. And now all that stuff - my home - is gone and I've lost those feelings. My apartment didn't burn down, my home burnt down.

I'm lucky that I have Alex. If I had to go through this alone, I don't know how I'd cope. It helps to have someone else who's going through exactly what you're going through. When I lose my ability to maintain the survivor act, he's there to let me know that it's OK. I can cry to him about it without worrying that he's bored hearing about it. No, that's not it - well, not all of it. I mean, I do worry that people are bored hearing about the fire, so I don't bring it up. But I'm also very aware that people might be uncomfortable talking about it. They don't want to hear about such a tragedy because it's just too real and scary. It could happen to them and they don't want to think about it. They want to say whatever they think will comfort you and hear you say that life goes on and stuff can be replaced and that it's all OK.

I guess this is coming off very cynical and bitchy. I don't mean to be that way. I'm just really only realizing now the vastness of my loss. Sure, it's just stuff, but that's not all I lost. I lost my feelings of comfort, safeness, and security. I lost my home - and it takes a long time to get home back. :(

Thursday, June 16, 2005

A Home of Our Own...

So we got the keys to our new place on Tuesday!! The power and gas got turned on today and we should have a futon by tomorrow - ordered one from "the futon store" at the mall Tuesday night. SO... hopefully we'll be staying in our new place starting tomorrow night - yay!!!

I got a new camera Monday night - an open box item at Circuit City. It's a Sony Cybershot and it's awesome and I got it hella cheap - yay!! ;)

Anyway, so I took the new camera to the apartment on Wednesday (the first day it was officially ours) and took some pictures... I've posted them here. The apartment is SO cute and I'm really excited for moving in!!! :)

The apartment is on Winnie St, so my new favorite thing is telling people my address... "Winnie, like Winnie the Pooh". Alex cringes every time I say it... He thinks Glenwood was a much cooler street name. I am going to miss our apartment at Glenwood St. The views outside the windows were a little nicer... There were so many trees and bushes and other lovely types of foliage. And it was very nice to have a back door to the apartment. Our new apartment is on the second floor of our new building and the views aren't quite as nice, though they aren't bad... And there's only one entrance to the apartment - something that probably never would have bothered me before the fire, but now... Now it's just a little troublesome to think that in the event of - God forbid - another apartment fire, I'd only have one way out of the apartment. But let's all cross our fingers and pray that we never have to go through a fire again. Right? Right.

So I drew a little diagram of the apartment in Excel... If you're so inclined to view a floor plan, you can download it here. There are two large bedrooms (with an enclosed porch off of the master bedroom), a small bedroom (which is just screaming to be an office - there's even pegboard already on the walls), a nice sized living room, a bathroom just about the same as our old one, and a kitchen and dining room. All very cute. We're still deciding on paint colors and awaiting the insurance check before we can fill it with furniture, but I'm hoping that we'll have painting done and most furniture in by my birthday - which is just about a month away!

Anyway, I guess that's all the news for now... Big changes occurring all the time. It's almost exhausting to keep up with everything - but kind of exhilarating at the same time! :)

Sunday, June 12, 2005

ARGH

Um, Ok, I HATE Internet Explorer!!!!!

I just spent a half an hour typing a new post and it f-ing navigated away from the page - which I did NOT ask it to do - and I lost the whole thing!!

Ok. In summary:

Finally had adjuster out. He seemed horrified at state of place and agreed was total loss. Will be writing report to our adjuster indicating same and advising payout way above policy limit. My inventory-ing came up with a total of over $23k after two LONG days of cataloging everything in the apt on microcassette tapes and then entering into software which gave fair market value. SHOULD be getting the max of the policy - $10k - hopefully soon (and not in 2 weeks as estimated by the adjuster).

Pulled out anything from charred apt that seemed salvageable. Not much. Pots, pans, bakeware, glass dishes. Saved some pictures from photo albums. Furniture we have left: small glass table, two wood folding chairs, wood folding bookcase from porch. All saturated with smoke smell, unsure if will ever be normal smelling.

New apt! Hella cute. Moving in this week. Yay! But, no stuff to put in it yet. :(

New computer!!!! Bought at Best Buy today. Is awesome. Was disconnected feeling this week without computer. Love this laptop. Am typing from Starbucks now. Will be connecting from hotspots until have wireless network up and running at new apt - unsure when that will be yet.

New job!!! Seems hella cool. Annoyed that I was so distracted with everything during my first week there. Am glad that fire stuff is seemingly winding down so that I can concentrate on learning the new job.

Ok. Starbuck's is closing. More later.

Thursday, June 09, 2005

Fire Pictures

We went back in the charred apartment today. Alex took a lot of pics. I walked through the bedroom, kitchen, and dining room speaking into a tape recorder, listing all the things in the apartment. Spent most of this evening listing all the items into a database program that people usually use to find out what the fair market value for a donated item is for their taxes. Works pretty great for the purpose of submitting an insurance claim after your place burns down too. I uploaded the fire pics to my server and threw together a little HTML file so they're viewable. So, if you want to see some scary/sad pictures of a burned/trashed apartment that used to be my home (sigh), take a look.

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

:(

So my apartment burned down on Sunday.

I'm so... despondent right now.

We were allowed in the apartment today. It was the scariest thing I've ever seen. It was like my home had a horror movie makeover. Black everywhere. Paint bubbled. Glass all over the place. No floor in the computer room.

I have renter's insurane, but that process is far from settled and it's SO frustrating waiting...

I can't really write much right now. I'm totally exhausted. I start my new job tomorrow... I'm hoping that will be a welcome distraction from the devestation and not a further stressor.

View the Capital News 9 video. At about 57 seconds in, you can see smoke pouring out the window of my living room (the windows at the bottom left corner of the building).

On a brighter note, we did get another apartment today. We'll move in on the 15th. It's a couple blocks from our old apartment... same neighborhood. Cute building. Three bedrooms (two larger ones and a smaller one) and off street parking for 2 cars (one is a garage space!) all for only $100 more a month than we were paying before.

OK. Bed now. More later.

Tuesday, May 31, 2005

argh.

Been having some publishing issues - hence the lack of updates and why the post below (if these even publish) is up about a week after it was written. Very annoying. Seems to be a problem when publishing from Firefox so I'm trying to publish this from IE. This issue has happened before with blogger and it's quite irritating because I really don't enjoy having to use IE. Now I'm again thinking of abandoning blogger... we'll see.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

Here Comes the Sun...



So, just a quick post... I received some FABULOUS news on Friday: I got a new job! I'm going to be working at a small software company in Schenectady as a customer service rep. I'm VERY excited! Everyone there seems awesome - I know I'm going to fit in very well. I'm thrilled to be getting away from insurance and to be entering a field where I know I'll do well in and where I'll be much happier.

I gave my two weeks notice at the insurance company on Monday. That was a little harder than I expected it to be since I was so unhappy there. But Mary Ellen was great: she congratulated me and got right down to business with helping me formulate a plan to tie up all the loose ends at my desk.

So there's my awesome news. Yay! And now it's time to turn off the PDA and put my pink satin sleep mask on and go to sleep. :)

Tuesday, May 17, 2005

Tae Kwon Do



So Alex did Tae Kwon Do when he was in high school, right? And he was apparently awesome at it - he earned his black belt. He's been away from it for a while, but he's wanted to go back to it. So when his friend, Adam, said that he and his wife, Beth, have been going to Tae Kwon Do at a local school and invited us to come along, Alex readily agreed.

I thought it was probably a good idea too... I mean, I really enjoyed the discipline of being in color guard when I was in high school and I know that being committed to something like that again will be beneficial to my weight loss efforts. I was a little nervous when Alex told me that this week was "buddy week" at our friends' school and that he was working tonight so I'd have to go to meet them alone... but I sucked it up and went on my own.

I did not get there early and that's an issue for me. I don't like to be rushed and I didn't want to have to rush in and get right down to business. The whole way over in the car, I kept thinking of what my old color guard instructor used to tell us, "to be early is to be on time, to be on time is to be late, and to be late is to be left out." The school was easy enough to find, and less than a fifteen minute drive from the apartment, so it wasn't the drive that made me late, it was the fact that I was totally geeking out in front of the computer and didn't leave until 6:45 for a 7:00 class... 'doh.

I got there and quickly realized that my wardrobe choice - black 3/4 length stretch pants and a black t-shirt - was going to make me stick out pretty badly in the sea of white-wrapped students. But then I realized that my complete lack of skill would have done that anyway. I dumped my sweatshirt, bag, shoes, and socks in the women's changing room and found Adam who instructed me to write myself a "Hi, my name is" name tag. After I was labeled, I found my way to the back of the line behind Adam just as the class was about to begin. There were only two other "buddies" there - Beth's friend, Elizabeth, who I'd met a couple of other times before, and a teenage girl there with her friend who had a green streak running through her brown hair. I noticed that Elizabeth and I were the only two people in the class with painted toenails (and mine were a crazy colored chrome pink)... I hope there's randomly not some sort of rule against painted toenails. I hate my toenails to be naked.

We started with thirty jumping jacks that everyone counted out loud - but it wasn't in English that they were counting and I lost track in my head and so I was very thankful when the instructor said "10 more left!" so I didn't end up being the tool that does an extra jump when everyone else has stopped. After that, we went to the floor for push-ups - I think we did 20 but it seemed like a hundred. I have very little arm strength. 30 LONG seconds of crunches followed the push-ups and then it was back on our feet. We did some stretching - I'm pretty flexible, but not as flexible as I used to be and I was thrilled that if I continued on with this class I'd probably regain my former flexibility. When stretching was over (seemed too short) we started in with punching and kicking drills.

There was some sweating going on. I kept staring at Adam and Beth and the other students around so that I could sort of get the right technique. I think I was punching correctly, thanks to my dad's sporadic teachings as I was growing up. My speed definitely leaves something to be desired, but that will improve with practice. I found that I'm a pretty good kicker - thanks to my flexibility - but again, I'm pretty slow. We moved on to some drills where the first person in line held targets and the next person would punch or kick the target and then move to the back and the next person would do the drill, etc. This was pretty fast-paced and a good workout (read: I got out of breath and sweaty). At the end of the class, the master (? I guess that's what he's called - he owns the school and is the head teacher) showed us some simple self-defense moves that we practiced in partners.

The class seemed to go by pretty quickly. When I was in color guard, practices were three hours long and this class was only 45 minutes, so I was pretty disappointed when it was over. I definitely think I'll be going back. I enjoyed the workout and the structure of the class setting. I think I could actually become good - though I don't envision that I'll ever be that good at sparring. I can see that I'll be able to master specific moves, but the putting them all together and deciding in a fast-paced situation what move to use would likely be difficult for me.

Alex was happy to hear that I enjoyed class. He was adorable - he wanted to know every detail of what we did in class and then told me that he was proud of me for going on my own. He'll be going with me on Thursday - another buddy day - and I'm sure that we'll sign up for classes. I'm pretty excited. :)

But now, I'm a little sore and a lot tired, so it's off to bed...

Sunday, May 15, 2005

My Feet Hurt



My sister graduated from Purchase College on Friday and Alex and I went down to see her graduate. I'm so proud of her. :) She seemed a little shocked that the end of her college career had come to an end already, but she's got a job lined up that she begins this Wednesday and I'm sure she'll do fine.

Alex and I used the fact that my sister went to school so far downstate to our advantage and scooted into the city for a visit with my friend, Eric. This was the first time that Alex had gone into NYC just to hang out and Eric showed us an excellent time.

We didn't get into Grand Central until about 10:30 that night, which meant that Alex's first up close experiences with the city was with it all aglow - awesome. Eric gave us a quick tour of Grand Central, the library, and Times Square and then we settled in at the upstairs bar at the Times Square Brewery for a drink. I had a beertini - Hypnotic, triple sec, and a pale blonde ale - which was fabulous. Unfortunately, it was also very expensive, so Eric brought us to a local bar a few blocks away where we had a few more drinks and munched on edamame before heading back to Eric's apartment in Queens for the night.

The next day, we grabbed brunch at a little Greek restaurant before heading back into the city. Alex and I wanted to see a show and Eric had a party to go to, so we hung out in the Times Square area for a bit before it was time to part ways. We got half price matinee tickets to "Dirty Rotten Scoundrels" at the TKTS booth and found our theater (The Imperial) before we said our good-byes.

There was a little time to spare before the show started, so Alex and I wondered around the Toys 'R Us in Times Square because we're big kids. I saw the most awesome thing ever: "Darth Tater". Mr. Potato Head dressed as Vader. I must have him. I was going to go back after the show to buy him, but I didn't. I guess I'll have to go find him somewhere around here...

"Dirty Rotten Scoundrels" is a musical based on the movie of the same name (with Steve Martin). John Lithgow was the lead and I was pretty excited to see a show with someone famous in it - and I think John Lithgow is hysterical. The show was hysterical. I've never seen the movie, but Alex did and he said the show followed the movie pretty close. The songs were all pretty good, but there was one - "Love is your Legs" - that made me laugh so hard that my stomach hurt. I thought the show was a good time and there was a bonus: they were giving out CDs of the soundtrack as we walked in. :)

We grabbed dinner in the city before we headed home. It was a long day and so we caught a 7:30 train out of the city and were home before 11. I always forget how much walking one ends up doing on a quick NYC trip and today I was still exhausted and my calves still hurt. Sigh. But it was a great time. :)

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

I hope you had the time of your life.




So we went to the Green Day concert at the Pepsi Arena last night (I can't believe I've finally succomed and am no longer calling it "the Knick").

I'm watching my brothers this week, staying up at their house in Clifton Park, while the Wham and Pa are on a cruise so I had to put Dave in charge of the "little" guys while Alex and I went to the concert. I've never felt so old. I rushed home from work, got dinner on the table and afterwards loaded and started the dishwasher. I got the guys started on their homework and then signed off on their assignment notebooks. I gave Dave instructions to keep his bedroom door open, not let the kids kill each other, and to make sure they got to bed on time, and then was off to the concert. We took the "mom-mobile" mini-van to Albany, but I was sure that I'd feel young again when we got to the concert. I mean, I was wearing my Invader Zim "Gir" t-shirt.

But, I felt pretty old at the concert as well. Sigh. The oldness started when Kevin handed me a pair of earplugs in case it got too loud inside... I took them and seriously considered how useful they might be. A truly young person wouldn't do that. (I didn't use them though. Rock! Am not a truly old person either!) When we got to our seats (which were one row away from the very top of the arena - did I mention that I'm terrified of heights?) we were surrounded by kids who looked as if they were in Junior high... Smelly boys in front of us and screaming skinny girls behind us.

The concert itself was awesome. They started off with the first three tracks off of the American Idiot album, and then did some stuff from Dookie and Nimrod. The little screaming children all screamed along to the songs off the new album, but didn't know any of the "old school" Green Day songs. When the drum beat at the beginning of "Longview" started, they all kind of stopped and looked at each other with confused expressions, while Beck, Dodi, and I were all yelling with delight. :) Billy Joe invited a child up on stage with him to help squirt the crowd on the general admission floor with Super Soakers and we thought that was incredibly cool and that kid was really lucky. But then he asked for three voluteers from the audience - a drummer, a bassist, and a lead guitarist. He got three kids who claimed they knew how to play and each band member taught the kid how to play the song they were on. The kids were kind of adorable. They really got into the whole "rock star" thing: strutting around the stage, jumping from level to level... It was hella cool. And then, after the song was over, the lead guitar kid got to keep his guitar! It was awesome. The staging of the show was pretty cool. They had pyrotechnics in some of the songs and the lighting was very cool - especially in "King for a Day". Billy Joe strutted around the stage and was SO animated the entire show - it was very cool. He lead the crowd in a bunch of "sing-alongs", including "Shout" and at the very end, "We are the Champions". They shot of confetti cannons during that song, and then dimmed the lights and Billy Joe sang "Good Riddance" ("I hope you had the time of your life") alone with just his guitar and the confetti was floating down around him, seemingly sparkling as it fell through the spotlights. It was very cool.

After the concert, the oldness returned full-force. It was 10:30 as we were walking back to the van and I got on my phone and called home to check with Dave that the two younger brothers were in bed. After I got off the phone, all I could think was, “I can’t believe I just left a Green Day concert and the first thing I did was call home and ‘check on the kids’.” Ah well. The guys were fine on their own and I had an awesome time at the concert, so it all worked out well.

I took a couple of videos with my phone at the concert. I’ve uploaded them, so feel free to view/download. The quality isn’t all that great, but hey, I took it with a cell phone, let’s not expect too much. They’re in Quicktime format, and you should be able to click and view in your browser, or you can right click and download to your computer for viewing.

Boulevard of Broken Dreams
Good Riddance

Enjoy! :)