i suck. i apparently cannot keep this blog updated anymore.

but i'm not giving up yet.

this week seemed to fly by... which rules. i'm all unhappy at work right now. i really need a new job. i mean, i'm not like quitting anytime soon, but i'm sort of looking again. i don't think i'm meant to work in an office every day of my life. i need a job that'll give me something different every day... and one that'd give me a random weekday off every once in a while. and it's not like i'm looking for anything prestigious either... just something to pay the bills.

beck thinks i should write a book. i'm toying with the idea... i could definitely write a fun little chic lit book... in fact, i have ideas for 2 books... i'm thinking i'll give it a shot... i mean, what do i have to lose, right? although, at the rate i'm going just trying to get myself to write on this blog who knows if i'll ever get a book done...

...but i'm thinking about it... it'd be extremely cool to have a book published...

i've recently become obsessed with bejeweld frames. i've been obsessively going through my pictures trying to pick out which ones would look fabulous in what frames... i'm even making a beaded frame out of an older frame that i had around the apartment that i didn't like. i'm so crafty...

this weekend beck and i are going to go through the Europe pictures so beck can finalize her album. i should get on my album (read: start one) as well...

well, that was a pretty pointless post. this is why i haven't been posting lately. i've been too scattered and busy to come up with something coherent... ah well... calmer days will be here again someday, right?

you know, i really try hard to not be in a bad mood. ok, well normally it's not such a struggle. i don't like to be in a bad mood because it just perpetuates grumpiness and makes the people around you annoyed and not want to be around you. i hate being pissy.

so even though i started the day in a pissy mood i'm not in one anymore... i decided that bad moods suck and i didn't want to be in one. so i'm not. i think i'm remarkable for being able to do that... and a little obnoxious i guess...

anyway...

i think i had a point when i started this post at about 9 o'clock this morning... but now that it's over 6 hours later i totally forgot what that might have been...

well that was random and pointless...

so i went to beth's wedding last night... i had a pretty great time... here are the pictures... i'll write more about it later :)