so this guy called here (at work) earlier. he's a nys trooper candidate and he's having an issue. (one of my doctors is the one that coordinates all of the psych evals for trooper candidates etc). this guy could barely spit it out though. his issue was that the place where he was trying to get records released from lost his release form. he needed the fax number here. he also needed another copy of the release form. unfortunately, what he said (the first time he called) was "beh blah bep biddle boo" or some other nonsense. he said things out of order and stuttered his way through his problem. but he didn't tell me the whole thing. just that the place lost his forms and that he needed our fax number. not that he needed more forms. and then when he ended the conversation he couldn't figure out what to say. finally he just said "thank you." then an hour later he called back with the same issue. this time he was trying to say that he needed the forms. so he's going to show up here in a few minutes. this'll be interesting. i'm going to need to have him fill out a few lines on a couple forms, and i'm sure this'll confuse him. God, what if this guy becomes a trooper? Could you imagine getting pulled over by an idiot like that? he'd come up to your window and stumble around trying to ask for your license/registration... people would just drive away on him.

so you know what sucks the most about my computer here at work? the resolution is so bad, that it makes playing solitaire impossible. i can't even play solitaire. suck.

I'm so bored. I want to die. I got here this morning and I thought maybe it'd be a busy day. The people who were scheduled for testing were already waiting downstairs, so I knew I'd have to get their test forms setup right away and get them started. And there seemed to be a ton of stuff in my "to do by the end of the day" box from Jeff. But after I got the people started on their test and got into my box, I realized that there wasn't much there. All of the work that was left for me took a grand total of 20 minutes. Now I'm left to sit here alone for the rest of the day. Both Jeff and Bill are out of the office. This is a good thing usually. I can usually run around and play my music and goof off and dance (I know, I'm weird) but since there are people in the waiting room taking tests all I can do is sit here in my tiny closetoffice and putz around on the computer. Hopefully they'll leave soon. soyeah. bored. slightly sleepy. starving. am going to make great cookies after work today to take along to beck's house. she's making dinner again: homemade mac & cheese. mmm... i wish i had homemade mac&cheese right now. this room is so cold. there's no heater in here. suck. what an awful, boring, rambling post. better just stop now.

so i just read this article on how to save money. what happens when you already do most of those things and you still suck at the money saving thing? i suck. ok. well. i don't really do most of those things, but i do some of them... maybe i should try implementing all of them... yeah, i'll try, but i suck. you know, the hardest thing to do out of all of her tips in the article will be to throw out the Victoria's Secret catalog... but, you know, throwing it out wouldn't really do much good, because there'd be a replacement the next day. it's ridiculous how many Vicki's catalogs I get a week.

so after weeks of dragging our feet, we finally have tickets to see guns and roses. they will be playing at the pepsi arena a week from today. i'm hella excited. and it was just so lucky that i looked yesterday to see if there were still tickets available, because i randomly stumbled across a two for one deal. how awesome is that? so not only do we get to go, but it will cost half of what we would have paid. rock. soyeah. beck, alex, one of his friends named dave (who beck calls homiedave) and i will be going next week. yay! i've bugged beck so much about it that i can't talk about it anymore though. but i'm really excited. i even had a dream about it last night. i'm like at that point where i alternate between, yay! it's only a week away and, ohmygod i can't believe it's a whole week away! so what rocks is, it's the day before thanksgiving, so no worrying about work the next day. rock.

so no more school for me. can't do it. the school sucks. it's not what i want to be doing. and i've got a job that i start in a few weeks. so screw it all. i feel like a loser for not going though. i'm a dropout. i've never been a dropout before. beck says it's ok because it sounds badass. i don't know about badass. maybe loser-ish. dammit.

beh. been a while. haven't felt like doing much this week though. haven't done any homework, but seeing how i'm no longer interested in teaching, i've already got a job lined up and i hate my school and don't have to do shit to do well in it anyway (see post below) i don't think that matters too much. i can't really get myself motivated to do the homework at all, and i really don't want to go anymore. maybe i won't. i don't know. i know that i should go... finish out the semester... i've already paid for the credits, i should "earn" them. butyeah. complete lack of motivation may prevent that.
so winter weather sucks. could stop any time now.
saw the new Harry Potter movie yesterday. it was pretty great except for the 15 minute long lovefest that seemed to drag on forever at the end of the movie. butyeah other than that, rock.
bed now i guess. i meant to write a good long post, but can't even get motivated to do that. suck.